In Support of The Fivetiger family

When I was born, I was born into a family with an abusive alcoholic/ drug addict. Do to this my birth father was very abusive, and his "friends" where not very nice either. Do to the abuse from them I have spinal issues, and due to the abuse from my sister I have lung issues. I fought through life ending up in abusive situations way more then I'd like to admit, but I sure did try my best. Now I'm in my 30s in a stable place and I can't even live my life the way I want to because I can't do life. Chronic illness isn't something I'd want anyone to have to deal with, it takes your soul with every move you make. The agonizing pain that radiates through your body 24/7 making it hard to stand/sit/sleep. Not to mention the inability to actually be stable, the running into things, almost falling, and fainting it's not ok. Do to everything I'd say my already mental health isn't what it use to be(not that is was good to start) having AuADHD your whole life comes with a whole other set of challenges. I don't make friends, I don't speak out loud, if I do it's not much, little to no eye contact. Oh, and the one who always has to be strong or brave or courageous. Having literally everyone put their problems on me but not caring what I'm dealing with. It's very very exhausting. You may look at me and say oh she's quiet but looks totally fine. I'm not haven't been in a very very very long time. All I want to do is live a peaceful life where I can get from point A to B without some kind of struggle.