I was very stressed out one day. I had a disappointing oncology meeting "to talk about the weather" and those talks always rattle me. Meanwhile I had to make an installment payment for an alternative protocol in which I was short a large amount. I was tense. I felt embarrassed and overwhelmed sharing these stupid links, reaching out or communicating a personal need.  I got in my car, grabbed my car by the steering wheel, screamed like a crazy lady and literally let go and let God (don't worry, the car was parked!) I tearfully prayed that God would help me find a way that day, and that I couldn't stress any more. At the end of the day, God (and you guys!) provided the exact amount I needed for that installment. It was truly a confirmation that I'm not alone and we're all blessed in this story.

Meanwhile this next protocol batch will be customized to help me target the specific mutations in my genes that are contributing to the chaos. Your support is going towards that. I feel so embraced, supported and hopeful. I simply have no words and am in awe with prayers answered and you guys being an integral part of those crazy car prayers.

(no picture attached, but you can imagine my Let-Go-and-let-God- moment. I hope you let God clear obstacles you may be facing today!)