I tried updating yesterday but my left pinkie finger pressed the wrong button or buttons and the whole website disappeared. With that area being numb I don't always have control over it, which is frustrating. Dr gave me medication for the nasty acid reflux I get for a week or so after treatment. It really hasn't touched it. I have been drinking aloe juice, coconut kefir water, taking digestive enzymes, and probiotics which has been more help, oh and tums when needed.   Even though I have numbness in the pinkie going down my hand I have more feeling. I feel if I pinch the area or if I've scratched it. The ring finger will still get numb but not near like it was. I count that as a win. Since I have done my iv vit c the lymphedema is way less too. 

One of my supplements I took this morning has me feeling really icky so I need to talk to dr about that. I don't want to feel this way all day.  I want to go for a walk and enjoy the beautiful day it is supposed to be.  I am excited for next week. It will be 90 days on the 19th since the last seizure and hopefully I will be able to drive again. I will ask my neurologist since my left hand is still numb. 

I have noticed I struggle with feeling guilty that I am not the wife, mom, daughter, teacher, friend "I should" be. I have to remind myself right now I have to put myself first and take care of me.  How many times have I told a friend to be gentle with themselves, nurture themselves, and never feel guilty for doing so? I best take my own advice lol. 

Time for another iv vit C then ozone. 

Until next time. love to all :)