Give to Support Donations specifically for meals ?

Another obstacle I’ve been overcoming is a new PTSD response of I don’t want to go in public places. I’ve been avoiding the supermarket, and literally everywhere that has more than only a couple of people there. The only exception has been me going to church. I was booked to do readings at an event a week ago, and was praising God when it got cancelled because of the huge knot in my stomach I kept getting at the thought of being around a group of people. I know, and if you know me personally you know as well, this is so not me, and I know that it is temporary; but because of this I’ve needed to order food and essentials way more than I usually do. We all know it costs more to order food than to go purchase the ingredients, and make it yourself. I’m so grateful for being a single adult, and that I’ve had the blessing of being able to provide for myself and my angel cat princess Tivali.

I am actively healing my resistance to public places, but I don’t know exactly how long this healing is going to take me. I’m not manifesting sitting in mud longer than is necessary to bloom a lotus from this shit; but I have to be honest that I can’t rush myself with feeling my feelings, releasing them, and moving forward in love the best I can. I have struggled with eating for years, and I don’t want to start to slip back into an unhealthy relationship with my body, and food, because of triggers like spending more money on food and essentials than I normally do while I’m healing.

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