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Relentless Bummer

In support of
The Castillo Family

The cancer journey is long, hard, and often lonely.

These wounds—both of the body and the heart—heal slowly.

My mind plays tricks on me, anxiety always churning. Lately, it feels like it’s roaring.

I’m sorry I haven’t had a lot to say lately. I’m in the trenches, trying to keep my head above water, or whatever other coined phrase fits here. While at chemo infusion today, my mom challenged me to share anyway. I promised to share this journey with you. Things are hard.

My brother-in-law, Dan is a pastor, and he recently preached a sermon on when God’s answer is “no.” How to be thankful for that “no”. I’m pretty sure I sobbed through the entire thing from my couch. I encourage you to give it a listen—he even throws in a few good jokes. Here’s the link. https://youtu.be/UcUzTQP-6sk?si=0BA4P1UyxQFK7MXi

I’m not sure I am thankful yet, but I’m laying the current “no”—my longing for healing—at the altar. I keep placing it at Jesus’ feet. And while the answer right now feels like a firm, I’m trying to rest in God’s plan for what comes after. He knows what I need, what my boys need, and He already knows what comes next.

Prayer Requests

• For stamina.

This cancer journey isn’t a race; it’s a marathon. And we’re already so tired. Mentally and emotionally, I feel broken. I feel like a relentless bummer every time I update someone. Alex is overwhelmed and carrying so much on his plate. Things are hard.

• For me to stay healthy enough to receive chemo.

There have already been two times when I was too sick to get treatment. These delays are disheartening and add more weeks to the schedule. Right now, my last chemo is set for 12/1. Please pray that I can stay well and finish strong.

Thank you for sticking with us.

We love you all,

Elly

Elly Castillo
8 months ago

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Tonya Gripentrog 8 months ago

Still Praying 🙏

Debbie Williams 8 months ago

Thank you for the update Elly. I know we are supposed to carry our crosses but sometimes they just are SO terribly heavy! The artist Frida Kahlo who knew something about suffering said at the end of the day we can endure much more than we think we can. And so...we press on. I continue to pray for you and your family.

Carol Gray 8 months ago

Elly, I love you. My heart aches for the stress and pain you are going through. I will not stop.praying for you.

Jane Allen 8 months ago

God bless you sweet Elly. Praying continues 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💕💕💕

Chara Brightly 8 months ago

Continued prayers!!! Love you!!!

Emily Haman 8 months ago

Praying for you sweet Elly. You are heard and you are cherished. Your wants, needs, desires are all heard. Trust and rest in that when you feel anxious. Sending you a hug my friend.

Cori Copeland 8 months ago

I’m still praying for you and have been wondering how things are going. You’re right, it’s a marathon, not a sprint. Stay strong and stay positive.

Monica Clark 8 months ago

Of course we're sticking with you. We love you and your precious family. Keep clinging to Jesus. He loved you more.

Ann Hemken 8 months ago

Thank you the update! I think of you often and it’s good to know how we can be praying! Love you all ❤️

Rita Lucy 8 months ago

Still praying Elly! You may feel overwhelmed, but you are an inspiration to us who let little things get us down. God is using you for his Glory. 💗

Joseph Blaney 8 months ago

Elly, the Gospel I read this morning (Luke 18;35-43) included a blind man crying out for his eye sight to be restored. Twice he called out to Jesus, and Jesus ultimately restored his sight, but what might be most notable is that Jesus commanded those around the man to bring him to him. In other words, the healing was a partnetship. I am aware of the people around you (especially Sheri and Craig) who are covering you in love and prayers. How much peace that should bring! The answers come in the Lord's time. We know that he is kind and merciful. Stay strong.

Amanda Babarskis 8 months ago

Praying for you always, Elly

Darce Cornog 8 months ago

I will continue to pray for you Elly and your family!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

Stuart fishman 8 months ago

Elly, I read your words and feel your struggle. I also hear your faith, and that moves my spirit. The question continues in the circle of life why God provides to some yet others who are his children and lean on Him, go through deep struggles. We can only continue to trust His love for us and find peace and rest in that. Sometimes that’s all there is. Know that we also continue to petition God our Father to keep you and Alex at peace knowing that He, the one who created you, and still to this day loves you in a perfect Agape type love. The He will bring a peace and healing to not only you but the whole family. Lorna and I are here and stand with you and Alex. Along side and ready to provide what’s needed to help offset in areas where we can bring some comfort. Love Stuart

Karen Dzibinski 8 months ago

Hold on girl, you’re almost to the finish line❤️‍🩹

Loni Schultz 8 months ago

Praying for you and your healing.

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