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Me being frustrated with myself for feeling like I can’t concentrate/ haven't been fully present in learning my new job because of my own life and also not fully present at home because I'm busy being stressed about feeling behind in my learning when I'm at home and trying to evaluate where I've gone wrong but then remembering..
How my six months of orientation for my new job is going:
(Feb) Month 0- learned my boss/ potential friend that hired me is leaving. Baby ear infection #1.
(March) Month 1- learned my mom has cancer, a million appts, starts chemo. Baby still has an ear infection so antbiotics round #2.
(April) Month 2- learned my sweet little baby man may need ENT/ tubes. Rounds 3 and 4 of abx. Oh and finally bothered to follow up with the sleep specialist to be told it was the worst sleep study she'd ever seen.
(May) Month 3- learned only 1/3 kids would not have a trip to the children's hospital. *For once actually not his ears.
(June) Month 4- learned that despite doing everything “right”, we will most likely never actually see any of the money from the judgement against the contractor who ruined our house and stole our money. *Little man is waiting on tubes.
(July) Month 5- learned I need a periodontist secondary to stress. learned I have pna. &&need to consider putting my absolute best friend in the whole world down.
(Aug) Month 6- day 1 of this month, not even a work day, opened mail to learn about nearly 5k in bills due to the children's hospital. Monthly bills are, of course for everyone, due. Having to shop for a company to put your dog down is actually nauseating.
How my six months of orientation for my new job is going:
(Feb) Month 0- learned my boss/ potential friend that hired me is leaving. Baby ear infection #1.
(March) Month 1- learned my mom has cancer, a million appts, starts chemo. Baby still has an ear infection so antbiotics round #2.
(April) Month 2- learned my sweet little baby man may need ENT/ tubes. Rounds 3 and 4 of abx. Oh and finally bothered to follow up with the sleep specialist to be told it was the worst sleep study she'd ever seen.
(May) Month 3- learned only 1/3 kids would not have a trip to the children's hospital. *For once actually not his ears.
(June) Month 4- learned that despite doing everything “right”, we will most likely never actually see any of the money from the judgement against the contractor who ruined our house and stole our money. *Little man is waiting on tubes.
(July) Month 5- learned I need a periodontist secondary to stress. learned I have pna. &&need to consider putting my absolute best friend in the whole world down.
(Aug) Month 6- day 1 of this month, not even a work day, opened mail to learn about nearly 5k in bills due to the children's hospital. Monthly bills are, of course for everyone, due. Having to shop for a company to put your dog down is actually nauseating.
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