Day 3

Today’s plea is the most vulnerability I have ever been forced to show publicly so please read in its entirety… it’s really long. 

Even though this has to go EXACTLY how I want and need it to, you’re in complete control of this because I can’t do it without your help.  Therefore, I am coming to you from my purest form of submissive mindset. Everyone who knows me in real life can testify to how vehemently I demonstrate that my submission is a choice. I kneel for no one simply because I am told to or even if I am asked nicely.  I kneel when I choose to, and I choose to because when I am kneeling, I get to be the most authentic and unapologetic version of myself.  Not everyone deserves that version of me, it’s earned through hard work and trust. So, please understand what this vulnerability signifies in my trust of you. 

Today I am coming to you on my knees as your humble servant, begging you to treat my submission the same way I would treat any of yours if it were put in my hand be it by choice or by need. 

I need you to hear me before you make a decision because that is what true Dominance is all about. It’s not about being right. It is about calculating all of the odds based on the opinions of everyone involved and choosing what you FEEL will best decision for everyone and then trusting your submissive to follow through to the outcome regardless of how we get there. Because you get to decide if you help me, but once you give me your help… how I choose to utilize is HAS TO BE completely up to me. This entire thing is either going to blow up in my face and I will die of a broken heart without my children or my plan will go exactly as we all need it to go, and we will change the world forever.

I come to you with this today because tomorrow is the day this war actually begins.

In the last three days, I have solidified the purpose within myself to fill the role I am meant to in our community. I have always believed I was meant for some kind of “mama bear” role but on a MUCH grander scale. I never knew how I would execute that of course because that is a BIG dream and a LOFTY goal and I’m just Katie 🤷🏼‍♀️ 

Now, however, since I have realized that this is not just (or is no longer just) my fight between the my kinky world and my vanilla world, I am being gifted this platform to serve my purpose as I am meant to without putting anyone at risk, but myself. 

This is the purest definition of a fight for human rights and my kids have been put up as the stakes without consent.  My right to be a safe, adult, educated, consensual practitioner of BDSM is threatening to cost me my heart… doesn’t really seem like a “right” anymore now does it?  It most definitely is not, and THAT is what is wrong with the world as a whole!!! 

We are all entitled to do anything and everything we want as long as it’s our own heart on the line… if our choices put other people’s heart at risk of being put up as the anti, you don’t get a say in IF OR HOW they choose to fight the war with you. You can ask questions and you can have a say in all the planning. You can express your needs and your wants. Because we ALL have skin in the game.  But it isn’t until you come to the table with an anti as big as mine that you earn an opinion as big as mine! Until then, this game has to be played my way, because I’m the one who is anting up for us!  

Therefore, the support I am explicitly communicating from my purest form of submissive mindset on my knees ready to serve us all is this. 

PLEASE please share my link EVERYWHERE that you feel comfortable doing so it would mean more than anything!! Not just to socials and not just in kink spaces. I need it shared to literally anywhere and everywhere you are comfortable!! 

I promise I am not just asking for money, so if you don’t want to or can’t give for whatever reason, I am completely accepting of that!!  I don’t NEED money.  What I need is to be heard. Because if enough people hear my story, the money will come all on its own, from someone who has it to spare!! However the role I NEED everyone to play in this is to make my voice as loud as possible as quick as possible!! 

If you’re not comfortable sharing because my story is connected to the fact that I am kinky and you are afraid to be associated with that outside of a dedicated kink space, that’s okay too!!! 🥹🥰💕 I understand how terrifying that is!! It’s why I’m fighting for us ALL, I used to be that person who lived in fear that someone would try to ruin my life because I have sex a different way than them. 

So as my thank you for your support, what I can give you in return for your support, is that I PROMISE to remain brave enough for all of us for as long as it takes!!  So as long as you can find it in yourself to trust that I am the brave one and I have plan to make sure no mother, father, sister, brother ever feels this again, please PLEASE share and push for this cause!! 

Because while I’m asking other people for money and to be uncomfortable FOR ME. I am still suffering more than anyone.  Because it’s actually MY HEART that I am putting on the line. And because I love my heart (also known as my kids) unconditionally, I have way more at stake than anyone!! But that also means I am prepared to fight 10 times harder than anyone else!!!  Even if someone threw a million dollars down on this cause right now… I still have more skin in the game than they do.  I can live without money, I can’t live without my heart!!! But I will still make sure that the money is used for the betterment of ALLLLLLLLLL of us!! Kinky and vanilla alike. 

Disagreeing with me is also fine. Trying to slander me is fine as well! I am actually thankful to those of you who do it publicly on my posts, because every time you do, it reminds me of one more thing I need to be prepared for!! you are actually throwing prosecutor questions at me that I should be prepared to answer 🥰🥰 so thank you! Because when the “trolls, haters, keyboard warriors” whichever slang term we want to use for them come out to play it just means they are a person who grew up without a mom like me to teach them how to properly communicate their wants and needs.  That’s okay… I am capable of loving you unconditionally and with a mother’s love, even when you don’t deserve it because THAT is my role and how I stay authentic. 

I have always raised my kids not how I was raised but how I WISH I was raised and my gift is the ability to teach others to do the same.  So please, believe in me and my gifts! Even if you don’t know me!! I may not be the person you need, but I promise you that I will be the person you wish you had when you were going through whatever the biggest fight of your life to date has been. So support me for that reason. That is why I am confident in asking for help.

We have started out really strong however tomorrow is when we will figure out just how long this battle will take to reach its highest peek.  I’m either coming at this as a slow downhill rolling snowball or an avalanche.  We are getting to the same goal no matter how long it takes but tomorrow will how quick I NEED us to get there! We will decide what level of mama bear energy I need to bring to this fight for us.

So please give me what you can. Even if all you could do was read to this point and you’re unwilling to do any more, I will still give you all that I can no matter what you do or do not contribute. Because that is what unconditional means. It means whether you say yes or no, whether you do what you say you’re going to do, even if you tell me you’re going to donate and you don’t because you want it to look good on social media!! I am still grateful that we have made it this far and I will continue to fight for you still… even if you don’t choose to fight for me. Because what I bring to the table is not conditional on what you give to me. However, I would really like it if you choose to be at my table and support me for the long run right now!! 

So go now and be brave and DO what you can!! Don’t think about it, do it right this second!  Anything you do works!! 

As long as you DO IT regardless of if you are comfortable with it… I am so proud of you and so thankful to you for giving me exactly what I needed when I asked you to. That is all I will ever ask as thanks for everything I plan to bring to the table for all of us!! 

Respectfully, Your humble Submissive,

Katie - AKA LittleBratOfRR 

Mother and leader of The Brat Pack