Hey all. Unfortunately this will probably be my final update here - earlier this week I started experiencing excruciating headaches and severe vomiting. My Onc sent me to the ER  friday where we learned the cancer had spread to my frontal lobe. I've always said brain metastasis would be My final straw. I have loved my brain andthe amazing things its done  and I refuse to not be fully myself in the final moments with our kids.   In order to do that, Though, we have to remove the tumor first. I really don't want to undergo neurosurgery but it's incredibly painful and my entire team agrees I'll have zero quality of life life in my final days if I don't have it removed. That will happen Tuesday, then I'll begin hospice  care here ar united.

Thank you all for the immense blessings you've given us; please keep showing up for Adam and our babies-- they're going to need you now more then ever. It's been An amazing life and I don't want to leave but we don't get to choose, So I'm trusting in the universe and the grand plan And will look forward to seeing my dad and  grandmas again ❤️ I love you all so much!!! 

P.s. don't wear black to my funeral - it's celebration of life and love! 🌈

P.p.s. don't vote for the orange bafoon this November! ✊🏼evil shall not prevail !!!