It's getting closer to surgery, and I am getting a little anxious and nervous. I had a rough day yesterday and my head was in the wrong space. I got scared and cried quite a bit for really the first time. But, thank you to my husband, my kids, and my friends for helping to pull me out of that space that I didn't want to be in, and didn't need to be in. Lots of positive energy was sent my way, lots of prayers from everyone, and I had a long talk with God myself. I know I am going to be ok, and God has a plan. Thank you all for your support and love. I just wanted to take a minute and let you know how much I appreciate everyone. I couldn't do this alone. Surgery is still scheduled for 9/29 at Mayo clinic in Jacksonville. Please keep the positive energy and the prayers coming.  Love you all.