Since returning from the hospital last month, I’ve had a chest CT plus more checkups with my plastic surgeon, oncologist, and radiation doctor. In a few weeks, I go back to Stanford for more imaging and to see a dermatologist too, since my doctors are unsure what caused my infection. My reconstructed breast is much better but there’s still some lingering spots that haven’t fully healed yet.

The chest CT report showed my lung inflammation has somewhat improved but my rib fractures are still visible so my doctors are very relieved I’m not working at the horse ranch anymore. I was also referred for hyperbaric oxygen therapy to help with my tissue healing so fingers crossed it gets approved. Then in January, I finally get to see a neurologist to rule out anything concerning from my seizure a couple months ago.

I’m grateful for my doctors being so thorough but in a way, all these concerns and appointments feel like I’m starting recovery all over again. Looking back, I know I overdid though and I don’t want to cause more setbacks again. 

On a happy note, I’m excited to tell you that I was granted a Victory Trip from 17 Strong, an organization that gives young survivors a chance to celebrate remission! I’m still pinching myself that Brandon and I get to travel to Kauai next year and I can’t wait to relax and recharge with him in such a magical place that is so special to me.

This week was 3 years since I was diagnosed and I was naively hopeful I’d be off this roller coaster by now. The toxic financial stress of cancer never seems to end either and while Brandon is working nonstop for his handyman clients (yay), he’s exhausted and I’m still looking for some remote, part-time work.

All things considered, if you’re able, would you please make (yet another) donation and / or share my fundraiser for breast cancer awareness month? I hate asking for help at all, let alone over and over but this experience has taught me that I need to stop trying to do it all by myself.

Thank you. For everything. 🫶🏼

Love,

Linz

Ps, I appreciate you reading my lengthy updates too. Brevity really never has been my strong suit, you know. 😜