I don't even know what to say or how to process this yet but today we met with Everly's Dr's.  There is no more treatment left to do, her tumors continue to grow.  They will give stem cells to her on Friday to give as much time as possible and then we will be bringing her home as soon as we can.  She deserves to spend the rest of her days in our bed, where she belongs.  Surrounded by her toys, baby bunnies (her stuffed bunnies) and her favorite soft blankeys.  They estimate she has only a few weeks left on earth with us.  It still doesn't feel real that this is our reality especially while she is resting so peacefully right in between her Daddy and I.  We told Everly we would not leave this hospital without her so we will do everything we can to ensure that doesn't happen.  She has won her battle in our eyes and will never have to live life in the hospital anymore.  No more Dr's, nurses, scans, lab draws, dressing changes or scary and toxic medicines just to live.  All I ever wanted in life was to create my own family with the man I love and be a Mommy.  Kenneth and I were given the best gift in the world, our sweet Everly.  We shouldn't have to give her back so soon, we aren't ready and this isn't how it is supposed to be.  This will be the greatest loss our families ever face.

With all of our love and a completley boken heart,

Kayla, Everly's Mama