I was on Instagram earlier and someone I follow put on her page how she has been with her husband longer than she was with her parents so if there is anything wrong with her, it is her husbands fault! Hmmmm I can agree with this! I have been with Mike 27 years, married going on 25. Yes, it is all his fault LOL.

I can't say this around my dad, he would have plenty to say LOL.

Still taking the antibiotic I believe tomorrow is the last day I will be on it. I go see my oncologist Friday, hopefully she won't get upset with me that I won't do my treatment. I want to give my body more time being off the antibiotic and doing treatment.  

I have been loving the weather. I open the front door and my office window and get a great cross breeze. I also sit in the backyard in the sun. I make sure the wound is getting sun too. I was getting tired of the weeds so I started chopping those suckers up. I text my landscape guy but he never let me know when he could come by. I don't do well with bad communication. I have found many people in my subdivision have mentioned the same issue. I really can't afford to pay for it but yet I can't not have it done. I really want to get my backyard looking pretty and have some grass back there. 

I probably shouldn't have done the weeds with the tool I used because I go side to side and the muscles I used are exactly where my wound is. I did what I could and when my nephew came out there I got the Aunt Deana what are you doing?!?! He took over for me. 

I've been noticing my left side is a bit more swollen and ITCHY. I will be asking my doctor about that. I have been putting shea butter on it and also an organic arnica cream that helps with swelling. Despite the fact that I haven't had my iv vit c in a month I am feeling great.  I have moments where out of nowhere I get nauseated, tired, or just feel blah. I just rest and it passes sometimes quickly sometimes hours later. 

I have half of my stuff from school thanks to my friend and the school building manager. It was great seeing them. Makes me so sad to see my stuff in the garage. Going through this cancer journey has taught me to slow down, the importance of refilling my cup, and really don't sweat the small stuff. When I get back to teaching I will be able to apply that to my teaching and be a better teacher. 

I am journaling about what a beautiful life means to me. Very though provoking! Try it.

love to all