It is Christmas Eve and I am sitting in a warm home alone and feeling like I have been given so many blessings!  Since September, when I was put out on the street by a two-faced man who made promises he couldn’t keep to “help me for free”.  He actually   I felt pushed me further down into a hole of debt and confusion then I ever dreamed would happen to me.   I definitely hit rock bottom.  This year has been my weakest, but I know God has been my strength to survive.  Many friends have donated to help me already, making my steps forward possible as I climb slowly.  I have gotten a wonderfully fulfilling job giving home healthcare and companionship to the elderly.  Unfortunately, I wrecked my car causing $900 damage to add on to the $800 repair needed last month.  I have decided to file bankruptcy and am working with a highly recommended attorney.  I have been denied Social Security Disability.  Even though I was diagnosed with oral cancer.  I do have a lawyer handling that claim as well and they said most everyone is denied the first time.  They will dispute in January.  I was blessed to sign a lease to rent a place that is safe and rent is due in January for that as well.  I haven’t felt this “stable” with a good foundation in years and I know God has put me with the right people that have shown me unconditional love…finally!!!  Christmas is always hard because of all my losses since 2019.  So many deaths of so many relationships has taken a toll.  Mentally, physically, and emotionally.  I look forward to saying goodbye to 2025.  Saying I was sleeping in my car to “live” will never be forgotten.  And the fact that I was literally put there by a person who was supposed to be my “friend” and “helping” me is a lesson nobody should go through.  I have never enjoyed asking for help over these past few years.  But when someone goes thru what I have been thru, it is a necessity.  There was no other way that hadn’t already been tried.  Several times over.  Anyone who has the means to help others, me or anyone, is blessed by God when they follow through with what they give.  I pray double blessings on anyone who has or can help me.  God bless you this Christmas and always.