One week without Paxton. It still doesn't seem real, despite all of the prayers, services, tributes, and reminiscing of moments of his shared by others. I see pictures of him and just want to reach out and give him a big hug. 

Mama and Dada are trying to be brave and strong, just like you Paxton. You made it look so easy. 

Elise and I appreciate everyone for their help through this difficult time. The full sanctuary on Tuesday, with more watching on zoom was incredible. The stories shared during the three nights of Shiva kept bringing tears to our eyes. Those who haven't reached out but have heard about Paxton and prayed, we feel that too. Thank you all. 

And BOOKS! Wow, a lot of books have come to our house this week. Hundreds already! Elise has updated an Amazon wish list with books Paxton and Camden like here: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3IF5P67Q2MEF8?ref_=wl_share. 

We have also enjoyed seeing your favorites sent too. We are going to start packing them up as they come in so they are ready to deliver to Children's Nebraska on Paxton's birthday on November 14th.