My dog died

This is a life changer for me being homeless and not sleeping on someone's couch I been in a car for a year there is so much mold from me breathing and the car sweating in the summer 9 years ago I went the hospital cuz I felt like I had a cotton ball on the back of my toung every time I felt it the hospital referred me to a ear nose and throat so I set up the appointment and go to the appointment and they say they don't take my insurance. Four five times I went through that. I had to get into an accident on my mini bike for the doctor to see what was going on in my neck. I had a bad life my mother sighed me over to the state at 11 years old so I sent to a placement I was there 2.5 years the whole two and a half years i was sexually abused the whole time when I finally got to talk to someone alone I reported it put 3 people in prison after reporting it I was sent to another placement 2.5 years were It continued to happen did I say something no because I wanted to Go back home I was so scared if I came forward I would get sent somewhere else so I had to learn how to block the trauma so it didn't effect me so may 17 th 2002 I came home my Mom dies in 2008 wow 6 years with my mom when it should be 8.5 years but no the victim was sent to different placement I was receiving SSI payments till I turned 18 the check was no longer coming in my mother name she didn't want to help me fill out so I could continue receiving that benefit nope so gave up so in 2009 I went to prison this is where all my nightmares from my childhood came to me so when I got out and had me go to community mental health for counseling I just didn't want to talk about my childhood trauma so I blocked it out I finally meet up with a lawyer try to get some kind of settlement or something because I was blocking that trauma I I have to wait for statue for limitations to be lifted for me to get compensation because I didn't want to talk about it to bring up memories I've been through a lot in my life I'm playing my mom to put me in that placement because he couldn't take care of me no more so I didn't do a time at all to be sent to these places for the stuff to happen to me right now I'm on SSI and was getting 994 now I'm getting 662 I'm homeless then I go to surgery and then they tell me I have cancer then they tell me I have to go to radiation chemo after words my procedures are at McLaren Port Huron karmanos Cancer institute indirectly right across the street from that is the haunted house I called them and I asked them if I could stay there while I was going through treatment they told me where do you live I said I'm homeless he said you can't stay here you got to have a apartment or a house he said when you get one of them come back with your ID and your bank card and I'll let you stay I I went to Blue water action agency Hara to try to get into housing they only offered me the men's shelter in the local town or go to a shelter out of town I don't get hotel voucher like everybody else does because Hara and Blue water action agency only has a contract with one hotel because that hotel is a personal hotel in his own by two hotels if you're an agency like that and somebody's in need of shelter you could have contracts with all motels hotels but no they pick the one I got kicked out of so they put me on this do not rent list so I can't even get a hotel about you like everybody else that's discrimination so where is that put me back homeless going to treatment I probably won't even be able to get out of my tent to go to treatment everyday I would like to have my first car my first apartment or house my own bed a TV maybe a family trust is a big thing and move to a different county or state and I would like to reunite with my emotional support dog I might help with shelter and food for my dog and maybe someone that can walk her right now being my only person myself can't get an apartment or a house because I get under $1,000 in SSI rent is by 12 1300 and they want security deposit I can't afford that by myself @HOMELESSWITHCANCER